If Only...

If Only I could find 

A way to let you go 

To open my hands, so you could slip away

throughout my fingers like running water...

Your total absence is killing me... 

And am so tired, 

Climbing up those mountains, 

Upgrading those levels just to reach you... 

While you are hiding in your pictures.

And I need you, 

I need to breathe the same air that you breathe... 

And am jealous of anyone who had that chance... 

And am jealous of all the people close to you, all the places that you've been to... 

And I can't stop being Yours, 

Still without You